I’ve done a lot today.
I babysat Thea, and we did ALL the puzzles, made watercolor paintings, played in the cardboard fort, and then walked to the library. I walked a LOT today.
I came home and didn’t really know what to do with myself, so I ate lunch and watched some tv and then cleaned the fish tank.
Then I tried to clean my closet and got as far as dumping all the discarded clothing onto my bedroom floor to be sorted. So now I need to clean my room.
Still haven’t done the dishes…and I swore I would do them today.
But I have journaled, read my Bible, and spent a bit of time talking to the Lord, read a few pages in my new Georgia O’Keeffe book, and worked on two small paintings. I watched a couple episodes of a British drama, because I don’t like to be alone and having something on makes me feel less alone.
I’ve enjoyed my time on my own today, but as always, once the sun sets I feel rather lonely. At the end of the day, these paintings suck, I still have lots of chores, and my heart still feels a bit disquieted.